April 6, 2015

Missing You.

What is it that people mean when they say that they 'miss' someone?

Is it the fact they aren't physically together? Or that they aren't talking to each other? Or that their mental wavelengths don't meet anymore? or something else?

I miss my dog... well, i miss his cuddles and his licks all over my face. I miss his expressions

I miss my mom... I miss fighting with her.

I miss my dad... I miss just being able to talk to him face to face, or just tickle him

I miss my brother... I miss disagreeing with him on the smallest things and i miss hitting him randomly.

But when it comes to you... I don't really know what I miss about you.

It's barely mean a month or two since I have even begun talking to you.
Yet, it seems like you know me, you understand me and you feel me.
You know it when i am sad, when i am hungry, when i am not well and when i am cheerful, when i am mad, when i am angry and when i am anything else.

I think I know you well too, but you're too complicated for me. Very very complicated. It's like that mystery that doesn't reach it's end. A maze that never ends.

I was physically away from you for two and a half days to be precise. and i dont know if i'd be lying if i said I missed you.

You were there with me throughout. In my thoughts. I never spared a moment apart from sleeping - I was texting you. I spoke to you on the phone for an hour each night.

Yet, I had that nagging feeling that urged me to say that I 'missed you'... What is that supposed to mean?

It's not like we are at a level in "whatever" we are... where we need to be physically together, because even while we are together, we talk. So what was it that I was missing?

Was it a part of you that I was missing or was it a part of me...that seems to have become a part of you?

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