well, to some people this may sound stupid, but believe me if you ever tried it you would find the ultimatum!!!!
yesterday i was just sitting idle as i had to stay at home because we have ganpati bappa at our place so the house cant remain closed and blah blah.... first i was annoyed i had to sit at home doing nothing. but eventually i met the ganesh's idol's gaze and started to stare into his eyes. i dont know what actually happened but my concentration just continued o deepen. i could feel mini jolts of electricity passing within me.
suddenly i saw some movement and i think thats what broke my concentration. the movement was so weird that it scared the guts out of me. i thought i saw ganpati bappa's TRUNK move!!!!
i was so enthralled and so awestruck that my legs denied to carry me and i could not stand up. i felt all wobbly. i dont know what was happening then but it made me match his gaze once again....and i HEARD him....i know its difficult to believe that but i actually did HEAR him.
it seems as if a conversation followed between me and the lord. it seemed so filmy and sort. i dont clearly remember what we talked but clearly it was something about me and my ongoing tufts. i dont know what i might have blabbered to him. the conversation ended with my mom ringing the bell and i actually heard myself telling him good bye and thanks for his support and the assurance that he believed in me. my mom was quite surprised to find my eyes all red! she didnt tell that me but i still figured out the cluelessness in her face. i myself was in a fix. i dont know what i talked with mom and dad later, i dont know where i slept.
but when i woke up this morning i found myself sleeping on the sofa of my hall right in front of him. when i asked mom about it she told that i was the one who insisted to be sleeping in the hall. i just sat there gawking at her. what else could i do. i felt all my problems had lightened and i seem to be getting ideas to figure our problems that have been brewing in my life for so long. was this a miracle or just my prolonged imagination which has been built because of me reading so many fiction novels??? i really hope it is a miracle because i am loving the feeling that i am getting because of it. i'll try to talk to him again and this time hopefully in my senses.
my mom had told me to try concentrating on the idol and she had said that i would find him smile at me and he would talk to me. i didn't believe her then and just chucked the idea off my mind. but now i know how wise her words had been and how true had she been. i'll be indebted to my mom like forever for getting this great feeling within me.
and just the day before he came i wished for a really good friend. that very night when my mom and dad finalized the idol that would come to my home and be with us for the next three days i just got gifted by a really great friend. Infact two....one of them is him.
ganeshji will be leaving me tomorrow evening but i am sure his spirit will remain with me in my house until he comes back next year. he will help me cross through all oceans and seas of hardship so that i can enjoy my life the way it is supposed to be. he'll bless my mom and dad so their stressful lives can be eased. i trust with all my soul!! but i'll miss him when he'll be gone.
GANPATI BAPPA MORYA!! PUDHCHA VARSHI LAUKAR YA!!
yesterday i was just sitting idle as i had to stay at home because we have ganpati bappa at our place so the house cant remain closed and blah blah.... first i was annoyed i had to sit at home doing nothing. but eventually i met the ganesh's idol's gaze and started to stare into his eyes. i dont know what actually happened but my concentration just continued o deepen. i could feel mini jolts of electricity passing within me.
suddenly i saw some movement and i think thats what broke my concentration. the movement was so weird that it scared the guts out of me. i thought i saw ganpati bappa's TRUNK move!!!!
i was so enthralled and so awestruck that my legs denied to carry me and i could not stand up. i felt all wobbly. i dont know what was happening then but it made me match his gaze once again....and i HEARD him....i know its difficult to believe that but i actually did HEAR him.
it seems as if a conversation followed between me and the lord. it seemed so filmy and sort. i dont clearly remember what we talked but clearly it was something about me and my ongoing tufts. i dont know what i might have blabbered to him. the conversation ended with my mom ringing the bell and i actually heard myself telling him good bye and thanks for his support and the assurance that he believed in me. my mom was quite surprised to find my eyes all red! she didnt tell that me but i still figured out the cluelessness in her face. i myself was in a fix. i dont know what i talked with mom and dad later, i dont know where i slept.
but when i woke up this morning i found myself sleeping on the sofa of my hall right in front of him. when i asked mom about it she told that i was the one who insisted to be sleeping in the hall. i just sat there gawking at her. what else could i do. i felt all my problems had lightened and i seem to be getting ideas to figure our problems that have been brewing in my life for so long. was this a miracle or just my prolonged imagination which has been built because of me reading so many fiction novels??? i really hope it is a miracle because i am loving the feeling that i am getting because of it. i'll try to talk to him again and this time hopefully in my senses.
my mom had told me to try concentrating on the idol and she had said that i would find him smile at me and he would talk to me. i didn't believe her then and just chucked the idea off my mind. but now i know how wise her words had been and how true had she been. i'll be indebted to my mom like forever for getting this great feeling within me.
and just the day before he came i wished for a really good friend. that very night when my mom and dad finalized the idol that would come to my home and be with us for the next three days i just got gifted by a really great friend. Infact two....one of them is him.
ganeshji will be leaving me tomorrow evening but i am sure his spirit will remain with me in my house until he comes back next year. he will help me cross through all oceans and seas of hardship so that i can enjoy my life the way it is supposed to be. he'll bless my mom and dad so their stressful lives can be eased. i trust with all my soul!! but i'll miss him when he'll be gone.
GANPATI BAPPA MORYA!! PUDHCHA VARSHI LAUKAR YA!!
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